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* HONG KONG TRIP 2006
* REDANG ISLAND TRIP 2007
* KL TRIP 2007
* SHANGHAI TRIP 2007
* BANGKOK TRIP 2007
* HONG KONG TRIP 2008
* TAIPEI TRIP 2008
* GENTING TRIP 2008
* BATAM TRIP 2008
the second post of the day. I was feeling really unhappy right now. No one offended me but I offended myself. I dont know what happened to me, and I think I changed. I dont wish to resolve the problem between him and me. I dont wish to think about anything. I know fatty very much wanted to help me, enlightened me, I really appreciate it alot. But I dont want to disturb, bother anybody else but myself. I dont want myself to be such a nuisance, calling her sms her everyday telling her my nonsense thoughts. I find myself really too lousy and a failure that I dragged everyone down. I was quarreling with one unknown guy who i saw at sentosa that day. He totally turn ALL of us off just that I AM THE ONLY ONE who open my mouth to SHUT HIM OFF AND KICK HIM OUT OF OUR SIGHT. And soooo now im well known for the "self-assuming,egoistic,rude,uncouth,unappreciative lass. She who thinks everyone would die to be her friend." FYI, im super unfriendly and dont like to make new friends so why the hell would i think ppl die to be my friend? But well, used to it alr, used to let ppl think of how i am, i dont care. I am not affected by what he said, really, cause i know i still many my close friends with me, like fatty especially. Im blessed enough to have her and my family. But im just affected by myself, by how I am. I feel that I suck in all aspect. And i failed totally in all aspect.
Which is totally true, cause the truth is I really failed all my modules. Something really not to be proud of. I do things without brain, I'm a bainless loser.
SWEET LIL MOMENTS;
BECAUSE OF YOU AND ME;
I'M MEIQI, THE HAPPY ONE(: