well super bored at work, feeling sleepy, moody and tired especially. this is what people name it as "monday blues". only days in pink are happy days(:

looking at many of my friends, getting upset, crying, unhappy, bored, moody, because of not having their boyfriend being by their side as being enlisted into national service. it makes me look back, thinking of the past, how i got so upset, how i cried so much, just because my dear mr.lovely went into NS. having to see him only during saturday afternoon, and got to part with him on sunday evening is really torturous. time spent was very limited, yet we cherish every single minute and seconds of our time spent, not having quarrels anymore, honeymoon days are simply lovely. i really thank god for giving me such a blissful life, with such a wonderful family, such a wonderful boyf. and never forget many wonderful friends! this life been smooth most of the time, having boyf. to got into weapon technician unit, with working hours of 8am-5.30pm every weekdays and free for weekends. Days have been like normal as before ever since, and especially after the incident, and cause break up for sometime, days have been much much better than before as compared. i really got nothing to complain and sincerely thank god for everything that has been given to me. Yes there's still unhappiness caused, but well, if life is without unhappiness, will we still get happiness? i bet not at all. even we have no future, i'm still fine with it, i've given him my everything and i believe the most impt thing is not about future, but cherish what i have now(: baby i love you!

and hereby, i wish all my friend whose boyfriend just enlisted, cheer up and i believe everything will be much better!!